2023 AWAKENING xxvii

  1. sadness—
    seeds inside this body
    withering
  2. mum’s belly is now in full flower
  3. mum’s belly
    where amongst the clouds
    does the baby find lodging?
  4. exposed breasts buds swell while i gaze from afar
  5. silver dewdrops
    when might they dry?
    this river of my tears
  6. bellies swell
    and become phases
    of the moon
  7. hungry baby
    sucking the moonlight…
    breastfeeding
  8. wandering from my breast
    not in a trickle, but
    in a milky torrent
    breast-milk
  9. expectant belly
    oh, that the moon tonight
    droops down and down
  10. swollen breast dreaming on my pillow
  11. swollen breasts
    pillowed by white clouds
    am i

2023 AWAKENING x

  1. rolling thunder
    baby’s crying grows
    even louder
  2. spring clouds–
    lined up in the pale blue
    drying nappies
  3. snowy mountains–
    newly purchased nappies
    all lined up
  4. spring snowballs–
    ball by ball lined up
    soiled nappies
  5. aired nappies
    the lined-up row
    of billowing clouds
  6. a stirring of nappies
    on the clothesline
    billowing clouds
  7. summer showers
    the baby pees
    again and again
  8. summer drought
    sleeping baby ceases
    to drool
  9. thick moonlight
    mum drops a nappy
    into the bin
  10. noon breeze a crescendo of snores

2023 AWAKENING ix

  1. avalanche
    a baby spews out
    baby formula
  2. waterfall–
    a baby stands pissing
    in its nappy
  3. spring river–
    where piss dribbles
    dribbles down
  4. summer lake–
    baby pissing a perfect
    circle
  5. spring drizzle
    from baby’s nappy
    piss waterfall
  6. summer drizzle-
    a baby stands pissing
    in its nappy
  7. sunny spot
    sleeping baby’s
    pissing place
  8. sleeping baby
    a sliver of sunlight
    beneath its nappy
  9. soiled nappy
    every one looks
    like a snowball
  10. summer snowballs
    nappies on the playground
    motionless

2023 AWAKENING viii

  1. moonlight
    over the doctor’s mouth
    fitted face mask
  2. soiled nappy
    darkness of a lunar eclipse
    expands
  3. cloth nappy
    to put it down…
    unexpected moonlight
  4. moon phases–
    folding cloth nappies
    into thin pieces
  5. lunar eclipse
    mum lets fly a cloth nappy
  6. lunar eclipse–
    the baby crawls off
    with a cloth nappy
  7. nappies hung to dry–
    strolling neighbor sees
    a lunar eclipse
  8. pulling a nappy
    from the packaging…
    a lunar eclipse begins
  9. moonlight halos
    into the hands…
    cloth nappy

2023 AWAKENING vii

  1. baby’s drool
    splashing down
    rain chasing rain
  2. waterfall
    the chore of wiping baby drool
  3. its mouth open
    releasing baby drool…
    waterfall
  4. waterfall
    a cranky baby
    crying
  5. raindrops–
    newborn babies
    still crying
  6. baby drool
    seen for a while…
    waterfall’s clearness
  7. spring rain
    airing out
    baby’s nappies
  8. baby drool a warm rain falls
  9. spring drizzle
    once again to wash
    baby nappies
  10. spring drizzle
    washing nappies
    in the wash tub

2023 AWAKENING VI

  1. moonlight
    dried milk lingers
    on my blouse
  2. lunar stages
    expectant belly
    that swells
  3. spring rain
    a shredder devours
    baby names
  4. a doodling
    of baby names
    steady rain
  5. moon at dawn
    expectant mother pulls it off…
    summer robe
  6. doing what she can
    to shrink her belly…
    bruised plum
  7. cumulus clouds–
    expectant mothers lined up
    together
  8. summer sunset
    baby inside mother’s belly
    growing
  9. the warm weight
    of the expectant child
    summer sunset
  10. moon-gazing
    the changing phases
    of the expectant belly

2023 AWAKENINGS iv

  1. full moon
    the baby sucks
    at mum’s breast
  2. thick fog–
    playing with her snot
    fussy baby
  3. baby formula
    a peak of snow mountain lasts
    for less than a minute
  4. baby formula
    at its peak
    snow mountain
  5. a quick look
    at cloud peaks…
    boiling milk
  6. cloth diapers
    peaks of clouds
    being piled up
  7. baby nappies bundled up in a scrap of cloud
  8. drying nappies
    as if taking a trip
    to billowing clouds
  9. fallen nappies–
    how quickly clouds
    escape
  10. billowing clouds…
    there’s no escape
    drying nappies


2023 AWAKENINGS -ii

  1. gibbous moon–
    baby on her back
    sleeping
  2. clenching a fist
    the nursing baby
    raising a day moon
  3. the nursing baby
    opens its mouth…
    an abyss
  4. snowball
    the moment a baby
    curls up to sleep
  5. sleeping baby
    turns so quickly…
    crescent moon
  6. moon sliver–
    sleepy baby
    holds a curl
  7. avalanche
    the flow of milk
    from mum’s breast
  8. avalanche
    breast milk flows slowly
    from the bottle
  9. steady rain
    water rushes slowly
    directly from the faucet
  10. waterfall hot water from the faucet

2023 AWAKENINGS

so if my calculations are correct, i have lived nearly 15,695 days. not including, let’s say the first 5 years of non-learning aka non-consciousness, 13,870. not discounting crawling, drooling and other life (sense) experiences, all these activities are important for life and or daily living. rambling at an end.

for today, yesterday, tomorrow, a few conscious sightings Haiku.

  1. full moon–
    behind me a baby
    crawls
  2. moon phases the naked child crawls
  3. the far side
    of the moon…
    compressed diapers
  4. sickle moon–
    don’t bump your head
    on cloth diapers
  5. sickle moon–
    don’t go floating away
    cloth diaper
  6. day moon curled baby sleeps in a place
  7. sickle moon–
    sleeping side by side
    drowsy babies
  8. slight curve
    of the day moon
    sleepy baby
  9. sleeping baby
    tucked into folds…
    sickle moon
  10. full moon–
    hungry baby goes quickly
    to mum’s breast

PUEBLO MICHIGAN IV

rays of sunshine —
blackbirds steal fries
from the dumpster

sunshine
blackbirds huddle
around trashed fries

summer sunset…
fresh fries and mustard
on a plate

mustard
dripping from a bottle
setting sun

honey…
loose rays
of liquid sunshine

honey jar
at its bottom
summer sunset

sunlight…
streaks of mustard
on a decorative plate


* Sunshine found not only in Nature, but so too created by Man, can be sighted the hours before predawn and hours after midnight.
*Red-winged Blackbirds found commonly in Michigan.